So my dog’s pregnant. My poodle. And she’s kind of old and I’m excited about these puppies, but my mom says I can’t keep one. And I’m kind of worried that where she’s old she’s gonna die while  giving birth possibly. And I’m not going to be here cause she’s due 3 days after I leave for Florida. And I’ve just never been so terrified of losing anything in my miserable little life. Except now, the life of this little dog is at stake. And I’m completely terrified of losing her. And I feel like puking every time I think about it. And I know my mood will drastically decrease and I’ll be a depressed mess while I’m in Florida. And I don’t know what to do cause I am freaking terrified. And I won’t admit that to anyone but I am.